I feel old...

Meagan · Post by **Meagan** » Sun May 14, 2006 7:00 pm

Yes, I do, and it's not just because I turned 15 yesterday. (May 13) >.> Even though I'm 15, I feel like I'm 27... I couldn't pass for 27. I could pass for 18 or 19, but no older. Some people look at me and think I'm that old, but I just feel so much older.

The main reason I started this thread was basically just to see if I'm the only one that feels that way. I've been through so much in my life, and I feel sometimes that I grow up 4 years in one week. Who else, besides me, is like that? O.o

Mizuki · Post by **Mizuki** » Sun May 14, 2006 7:27 pm

I feel slightly the opposite after turning 17... I still feel 16.. Not much different but after awhile..maybe at 19, I'll feel it more. But actually right now, after a lazy day and then taking care of a sick boyfriend..

I feel like a married 30 year old...o.O >_<

Btw, Happy belated birthday!! XD

Kastor · Post by **Kastor** » Sun May 14, 2006 8:36 pm

lol you wanna talk about old.... try being a Senior + 2!

Post by **Emora Deen** » Sun May 14, 2006 11:12 pm

Hmm... I'm 18, graduating high school and leaving this place behind, moving to the city... But, I feel like I've already led three different lives. Right now I feel like a widowed 26, 27, or 28 year old. Not quite middle aged? Some people think I look younger, and then again I have 40 year olds hit on me because they think I look older. I guess its a matter of opinion.

I've always been a bit more mature than most people. So I've always felt a great deal older than I really am. (Its really sad when you feel older than your parents sometimes.) Its just certain things that happen in your life make you grow inside. So you feel older because you've expereinced more. Its not odd to feel older than you really are.

Think about this though. You've been alive for 15 years! It doesn't seem that long does it? Mizuki's been alive for 17 years! And I've been alive for 18, almost 19. When you say, I'm 18 or 17 or 15 you never really think about the fact you're that old. You only think about the number, not the fact you've actually lived that long.

Then you do feel old. When you think of things being that old you think there ancient don't you? Lol, I guess we're all "ancient" then!

Amenat · Post by **Amenat** » Mon May 15, 2006 12:06 am

I used to feel old and I'm 17 (18 next year) and then i started exercising. Now I feel like a 17 year old again. I'm so stress free right now. Well now that I am doing something other than sitting around watching TV. I can breath better as well.

Happy belated birthday Meagan!!!!

Post by **Soran Nightblade** » Mon May 15, 2006 3:15 pm

Happy birthday Meag, and being old isn't necessarily a bad thing ^_~

Kastor · Post by **Kastor** » Mon May 15, 2006 3:54 pm

Soran Nightblade wrote:Happy birthday Meag, and being old isn't necessarily a bad thing ^_~

lol she's in denial! :p she doesn't want to admit she's almost as old as me! lol

Meagan · Post by **Meagan** » Mon May 15, 2006 8:45 pm

I guess... I guess it's nice to be more mature than everyone else my age. But then again, what about when I'm 30? I'm going to feel 50. -_-" Ah, well. I just wanted to make sure I wasn't alone... I hate being alone. XD

Post by **Emora Deen** » Mon May 15, 2006 9:01 pm

Just because you'll feel 50 doesn't mean you should act like your 50. Your never to old to do crazy dangerous things that make you feel alive.

Meagan · Post by **Meagan** » Mon May 15, 2006 9:04 pm

Hehe. True... My mom is turning 40 this year, and she still gets hyper and acts like an idiot.

Post by **Emora Deen** » Mon May 15, 2006 9:06 pm

lol, I love your mom.

Mizuki · Post by **Mizuki** » Mon May 15, 2006 9:06 pm

You haven't seen my sister. She's getting married in our backyard in two weeks. She's 25... runs around like a five year old. It's quite amusing, but loses amusment when you're stuck in a car with her for about oh...22 hours driving from the north to the south...

Meagan · Post by **Meagan** » Mon May 15, 2006 9:09 pm

Your sister can't be as bad as my best friend, Erica... *shudders* I won't even go there.

Yeah, everyone loves my mom... A whole lot more than they love me. -_-" And no one knows me as Meagan either. Everyone knows me as "Lil Linda Lee." XD

Post by **Soran Nightblade** » Tue May 16, 2006 12:02 am

Aren't I older than you Kastor? *stare*

Kastor · Post by **Kastor** » Tue May 16, 2006 9:10 pm

Soran Nightblade wrote:Aren't I older than you Kastor? *stare*

oh right... haha :p that's right

by 3 months?