Heirot

My parents never got along either, and even though they are divorced, they fight just as much now as they did then. Mostly over me, because I don't want to visit my dad anymore. I've had a hard life so far, but I'm not going to let it keep me from living.

It's Tuesday now, and though we're better, it still hurts too much to breathe and think at the same time. :'( We miss her so bad & I loved her so much. She was my little person, and now she's my dark angel. Even though she's moved up: person to angel, mortal to immortal, I still want to see her and hear her crazy voice one more time.

I know we'll be okay, but if she were hear, it'd be her that was cheering us all up, so it's silence intead of Shannon that consoles us, her friends.

I try to remember that no matter how bad things get, everything happens for a reason. No matter how horrible a trial in life may be, God intended. As long as I remember that, I can get through anything.

There is something that I have just learned, we have to do our best while were here because we only have a short time on this earth and there is no telling when it can be cut even shorter.

I want that to be a reason for me to push forward and do what I can when I can and not put it off until the last minute. I want to look forward and truely say I don't have any regrets at all not a single one, no matter when my life ends.

Beautiful... *wipes small, cool tear*