The Princess and the Blade
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2023 12:00 pm
Tenara groaned at the feel of someone nuzzling her awake. "No, Stalker, go..."
"The sun is rising, Princess... If you don't leave now, you'll get caught in the changing of the guards. I don't think the day shift will be as lax in their judgments of you as the night."
Tenara cracked an eye open, wallowing into Rami's single, poor excuse of a pillow. He lay on his side, tucked into the corner of his small room. A gray-pink sky glowed through the narrow stone window just above his head. He placed a kiss on her bare shoulder before his handsome face devolved into that concerned frown he often wore when she spent too long in his company.
"This has to stop," he said. "Don't you have concubines for this sort of thing?"
She stretched with a sigh. "I do, but he won't touch me."
"Why?"
"He's too afraid my father will kill him."
"Which one?"
Tenara slipped out of bed, grabbing her borrowed servant's garb. "The one that eats people."
Rami shuddered. "Even more reason this has to stop."
"Don't worry, he won't eat you."
"Because he doesn't know about me?"
Tenara shrugged. She really didn't know if her father—the vampire one—knew of Rami or not. If he did, he didn't say anything about it.
"Well, this has to stop, either way. It's not safe to be with me. For many reasons, least of all because you know... you might..."
Tenara laughed. "No, definitely not." She wasn't going to go down that road again and explain to him the many reasons she wouldn't. Least of all because her body was an amalgam of inhumanness, she'd never tell him about.
"Well, other than the fact you might get pregnant, you might catch something down here."
"I'm only sleeping with you," she said, dragging the cloak around her shoulders before stooping to pull on the wicker sandals.
"Yeah, well, I'm not only sleeping with you, you know..."
She frowned at him.
"I'm a whore, Tenara. It's my job."
Her nerves bristled and she snatched the last buckle of her shoes before jerking the black wig out of his hands and dragging it over her braided silver hair. "Oh, of course." She dug into her pocket for a cluster of silver coins and tossed them onto his bed. "How could I forget..."
"Tenara..."
"Thank you for your service!" she shouted as she left the room, passing overnight guests as they slinked with heavy-lidded eyes out of their play spaces.
She'd only ever paid Rami once—the first time. After that, he insisted she didn't because he enjoyed her company and because he didn't want her going to some of the other men in the Indigo House. Not all of them could be as discreet as Rami, and most of them would try very hard to father a child in the Hajaran heir, or blackmail her in some way. or at worst, kidnap and ransom her. Over the last few years their visits had become more frequent and friendly and, in some ways, she'd begun to think of him as something other than a thrilling adventure. It stung to hear him talk about his line of work, to know that his time with her was more business than... well, the other part of his job.
"I'll see you in a few days!" he shouted back.
"Fuck you!"
Tenara made her way back to the palace using the winding back road, coming in through the servants entrance. She passed the guards with a wave of her hand. Herald and Almar chuckled at her disheveled appearance. "Lose all your money tonight?"
"Not a single coin," she replied.
"That a girl," Almar said. He'd taught her to play 4 Kings and a Curse when she was twelve, and she'd gotten so good at it she tried her hand in the red lamp district. She lost a lot, and often, but they didn't need to know that.
Tenara used a forgotten servant's path to avoid the main halls of the palace, and burst into her room through a grated vent in the wall just as her handmaiden entered the bathroom. She stripped the servant's garb off and shoved it into the bottom drawer of her wardrobe, sweeping into the washroom as the tub filled with hot water.
"The wig, your majesty," Lel said, patting the top of her head.
"Shit..." Tenara sprinted naked across her bed chamber, jerking the wig off and shoving it into the pile of clothes at the back of the drawer. She spotted Stalker pouting on her bed, his ears twitching and his eyes roaming as he watched her run back and forth. "Don't say a word!"
Tenara ran back and slipped into the tub, tugging the pins from her hair and running her fingers through the braids before submerging herself into the lavender and rose bath, scrubbing and washing the smell of the Indigo House off.
A half hour later she was clean and dressed, sipping coffee on her balcony and watching the sun finish its introduction of the day.
Lel retreated and Bora entered. Bora was an older woman with a pinched face and neurotic passion for schedules. "You're running late for breakfast. The Queen and King are already there, and afterwards we have to greet the delegation from Losaris—is that glitter on your cheek?"
Tenara reached up and rubbed harshly at her face. "No," she said.
"It's the other cheek."
She switched.
Bora licked her thumb and rubbed the spot Tenara couldn't seem to find. "You are going to get caught one day and I do not want to be there when it happens... It's time to put your toys away, your majesty. You'll need to find a husband soon, whether you like it or not."
"Yes, yes," Tenara said, waving the woman off. "And settle down and have a large number of babies so no one worries about the succession of the Hajaris dynasty ever again. I'll just sit at home all day nursing children while my husband runs the country. If only my parents could have had more than one child, perhaps a son..."
"Breakfast," Bora said, ignoring her tirade.
Breakfast was held in the private conservatory. It was humid and smelled of orchids, but when they opened the doors into the courtyard a desert breeze blew in the scent of salt and sea. A long glass table was filled with an assortment of fruits and pastries and cured meats. Her Uncle Talon sat on one side of the table with his wife Espha. She was mortal and he was not. Age was showing in the silver spotting her black hair. She ate fruit and he sipped at a bowl of warm blood with a silver spoon, eating a person like soup.
Her mother sat at the left of her demi-god father, Atul, with the space at his right empty. It would be filled by her vampiric father, Vlad. There was already a bowl with his breakfast waiting for him. She slipped into the chair closest to her mother.
Tenele leaned over and pressed a kiss into her daughter's hair. "Good morning."
"Good morning," Tenara replied, smiling.
A week later, Tenara found herself feeling restless and, as much as she hated to admit it, missing Rami. She donned her servant's garb and slipped out the side entrance of the palace. She did her usual—met with her friend Amor at the local tavern. They drank a spell and danced their way to the Indigo House. She didn't find Rami on the main floor, as she often did, so she parted ways with Amor and went to his room.
Only, it didn't seem to be his room anymore. She found a different man lounging on Rami's bed. He wasn't Hajaran, either. He was pale, with light-colored hair and green eyes. He sat up, eyes brightening when she entered.
"Sorry, wrong door."
"It could be the right one," he added.
"I'm looking for Rami."
"He moved on," the man said. He stood, coming a foot taller than Rami was.
"That's unfortunate, I really liked Rami..." Something felt wrong. A shape moved off to the side, in the corner of the room to her right. She jumped, trying to fling herself out of the room, but the door slammed shut behind her and hard arms grabbed hold. A cloth pressed to her nose and mouth and she drew panicked breaths into her lungs. The harder she breathed, the darker the world got.
Tenara knew very little of the next month. She was drugged and held in the bottom of a ship. She ate and drank as they gave it to her, and as soon as she had nourishment they put her under again. She tried to get the bind on her wrist off, so if anything, she could kill who'd taken her and sink herself in the sea before she could be used to harm her parents or her kingdom. The bind was stubborn, and she was not lucid enough to focus on the rage she felt she should have at being kidnapped and stolen away, and just as she would conjure enough energy to focus on that, the world would go dark again.
When she woke again a cold wind blew over her. The sky was crimson, with a swirl of gray-black clouds overhead and the sound of chanting in the air. She was chained to a stone, her arms above her head. She gathered her legs under her and stood, relieving some of the taunt pain in her arms.
A man stood at an altar, a gleaming blade in his hands. He held it up to the sky, chanting in a language not familiar to her. He wore a black robe which billowed around him like an angry cloud, and beneath that he wore trousers. No shirt and no shoes. His chest was painted with hundreds of runes weaving in circles.
Tenara turned her eyes dizzily up to her hands and wrists, and found the bind there, stubborn as always. They had taken her clothes but they couldn't take that. She thumbed at it, trying to remember the incantation to unlatch it. It had been so long since it was placed on her, she wasn't sure she knew how to get it off or what would happen if she did. It was designed to come off if she needed her powers, if her life was in danger, but she was too foggy to garner the right amount of fear to trigger the latch.
Red lightning danced across the sky, followed by a harsh clap of thunder hard enough to shake the earth. Her gaze turned back to the sorcerer, to his gleaming, sharp weapon. His chanting grew impassioned, and he turned towards her, grasping the hilt of the blade. He approached, and she pressed herself into the stone, finally finding the ability to be afraid.
"If you harm me, there will be no place far enough for you to hide."
He smiled, lifting the blade with both his hands, and then brought it down.
Two things happened.
First, Tenara felt the sharp, terrible pain of being impaled on steel. It wrenched a sharp, watery gasp from her. Second, the bind around her wrist sensed it too, but before it could break free and release her, the magic in her swelled. Fear compounded by pain grew, stretching against the bind that held it in place, until the metal cracked and split open.
Tenara felt blood running freely from her chest, over her belly and down her legs, pooling on the carved symbols at her feet. As they began to glow, so did the blade. In that instant, the wind died, the lightning ceased, and the thunder silenced. There was a second for her killer to rejoice, to think he had succeeded in what he sought to do, and then red light glowed in Tenara's eyes and the world came apart in a concussive blast. Her attacker was thrown back into the opposing pillar, his head cracking against the stone hard enough to leave a splattering of blood—leaving the blade lodged in her chest.
The stone dias beneath them shattered. The pillars surrounding them cracked and shifted and clattered to the ground. The chains binding her to the sacrificial place melted against the blue fire spiraling around her hands. Tenara tried to pull the power back in as it spread, flattening the black pines around them, but it swelled and grew and fought her. She grabbed the blade in her chest and pulled. It would kill her, but she was dead already, and better to die before her power killed a village of innocent people—wherever this was they had brought her to.
Blood flowed hot and free when the blade was out. Tenara placed a hand over the wound, trying to hold it closed, but it spilled down her back too. As the painful, cold drag of death drew over her, she had the faintest sensation of the wound closing. Odd, since she did not inherit the healing gifts of her mother, and while she could heal faster than most humans, she could not outpace her own mortality. The wounds in her chest and back closed, leaving two pearlescent white scars, one on her spine and one between her breasts.
Tenara collapsed dizzily into the stone, the glow in her red eyes fading as exhaustion wore her magic down.
"The sun is rising, Princess... If you don't leave now, you'll get caught in the changing of the guards. I don't think the day shift will be as lax in their judgments of you as the night."
Tenara cracked an eye open, wallowing into Rami's single, poor excuse of a pillow. He lay on his side, tucked into the corner of his small room. A gray-pink sky glowed through the narrow stone window just above his head. He placed a kiss on her bare shoulder before his handsome face devolved into that concerned frown he often wore when she spent too long in his company.
"This has to stop," he said. "Don't you have concubines for this sort of thing?"
She stretched with a sigh. "I do, but he won't touch me."
"Why?"
"He's too afraid my father will kill him."
"Which one?"
Tenara slipped out of bed, grabbing her borrowed servant's garb. "The one that eats people."
Rami shuddered. "Even more reason this has to stop."
"Don't worry, he won't eat you."
"Because he doesn't know about me?"
Tenara shrugged. She really didn't know if her father—the vampire one—knew of Rami or not. If he did, he didn't say anything about it.
"Well, this has to stop, either way. It's not safe to be with me. For many reasons, least of all because you know... you might..."
Tenara laughed. "No, definitely not." She wasn't going to go down that road again and explain to him the many reasons she wouldn't. Least of all because her body was an amalgam of inhumanness, she'd never tell him about.
"Well, other than the fact you might get pregnant, you might catch something down here."
"I'm only sleeping with you," she said, dragging the cloak around her shoulders before stooping to pull on the wicker sandals.
"Yeah, well, I'm not only sleeping with you, you know..."
She frowned at him.
"I'm a whore, Tenara. It's my job."
Her nerves bristled and she snatched the last buckle of her shoes before jerking the black wig out of his hands and dragging it over her braided silver hair. "Oh, of course." She dug into her pocket for a cluster of silver coins and tossed them onto his bed. "How could I forget..."
"Tenara..."
"Thank you for your service!" she shouted as she left the room, passing overnight guests as they slinked with heavy-lidded eyes out of their play spaces.
She'd only ever paid Rami once—the first time. After that, he insisted she didn't because he enjoyed her company and because he didn't want her going to some of the other men in the Indigo House. Not all of them could be as discreet as Rami, and most of them would try very hard to father a child in the Hajaran heir, or blackmail her in some way. or at worst, kidnap and ransom her. Over the last few years their visits had become more frequent and friendly and, in some ways, she'd begun to think of him as something other than a thrilling adventure. It stung to hear him talk about his line of work, to know that his time with her was more business than... well, the other part of his job.
"I'll see you in a few days!" he shouted back.
"Fuck you!"
Tenara made her way back to the palace using the winding back road, coming in through the servants entrance. She passed the guards with a wave of her hand. Herald and Almar chuckled at her disheveled appearance. "Lose all your money tonight?"
"Not a single coin," she replied.
"That a girl," Almar said. He'd taught her to play 4 Kings and a Curse when she was twelve, and she'd gotten so good at it she tried her hand in the red lamp district. She lost a lot, and often, but they didn't need to know that.
Tenara used a forgotten servant's path to avoid the main halls of the palace, and burst into her room through a grated vent in the wall just as her handmaiden entered the bathroom. She stripped the servant's garb off and shoved it into the bottom drawer of her wardrobe, sweeping into the washroom as the tub filled with hot water.
"The wig, your majesty," Lel said, patting the top of her head.
"Shit..." Tenara sprinted naked across her bed chamber, jerking the wig off and shoving it into the pile of clothes at the back of the drawer. She spotted Stalker pouting on her bed, his ears twitching and his eyes roaming as he watched her run back and forth. "Don't say a word!"
Tenara ran back and slipped into the tub, tugging the pins from her hair and running her fingers through the braids before submerging herself into the lavender and rose bath, scrubbing and washing the smell of the Indigo House off.
A half hour later she was clean and dressed, sipping coffee on her balcony and watching the sun finish its introduction of the day.
Lel retreated and Bora entered. Bora was an older woman with a pinched face and neurotic passion for schedules. "You're running late for breakfast. The Queen and King are already there, and afterwards we have to greet the delegation from Losaris—is that glitter on your cheek?"
Tenara reached up and rubbed harshly at her face. "No," she said.
"It's the other cheek."
She switched.
Bora licked her thumb and rubbed the spot Tenara couldn't seem to find. "You are going to get caught one day and I do not want to be there when it happens... It's time to put your toys away, your majesty. You'll need to find a husband soon, whether you like it or not."
"Yes, yes," Tenara said, waving the woman off. "And settle down and have a large number of babies so no one worries about the succession of the Hajaris dynasty ever again. I'll just sit at home all day nursing children while my husband runs the country. If only my parents could have had more than one child, perhaps a son..."
"Breakfast," Bora said, ignoring her tirade.
Breakfast was held in the private conservatory. It was humid and smelled of orchids, but when they opened the doors into the courtyard a desert breeze blew in the scent of salt and sea. A long glass table was filled with an assortment of fruits and pastries and cured meats. Her Uncle Talon sat on one side of the table with his wife Espha. She was mortal and he was not. Age was showing in the silver spotting her black hair. She ate fruit and he sipped at a bowl of warm blood with a silver spoon, eating a person like soup.
Her mother sat at the left of her demi-god father, Atul, with the space at his right empty. It would be filled by her vampiric father, Vlad. There was already a bowl with his breakfast waiting for him. She slipped into the chair closest to her mother.
Tenele leaned over and pressed a kiss into her daughter's hair. "Good morning."
"Good morning," Tenara replied, smiling.
A week later, Tenara found herself feeling restless and, as much as she hated to admit it, missing Rami. She donned her servant's garb and slipped out the side entrance of the palace. She did her usual—met with her friend Amor at the local tavern. They drank a spell and danced their way to the Indigo House. She didn't find Rami on the main floor, as she often did, so she parted ways with Amor and went to his room.
Only, it didn't seem to be his room anymore. She found a different man lounging on Rami's bed. He wasn't Hajaran, either. He was pale, with light-colored hair and green eyes. He sat up, eyes brightening when she entered.
"Sorry, wrong door."
"It could be the right one," he added.
"I'm looking for Rami."
"He moved on," the man said. He stood, coming a foot taller than Rami was.
"That's unfortunate, I really liked Rami..." Something felt wrong. A shape moved off to the side, in the corner of the room to her right. She jumped, trying to fling herself out of the room, but the door slammed shut behind her and hard arms grabbed hold. A cloth pressed to her nose and mouth and she drew panicked breaths into her lungs. The harder she breathed, the darker the world got.
Tenara knew very little of the next month. She was drugged and held in the bottom of a ship. She ate and drank as they gave it to her, and as soon as she had nourishment they put her under again. She tried to get the bind on her wrist off, so if anything, she could kill who'd taken her and sink herself in the sea before she could be used to harm her parents or her kingdom. The bind was stubborn, and she was not lucid enough to focus on the rage she felt she should have at being kidnapped and stolen away, and just as she would conjure enough energy to focus on that, the world would go dark again.
When she woke again a cold wind blew over her. The sky was crimson, with a swirl of gray-black clouds overhead and the sound of chanting in the air. She was chained to a stone, her arms above her head. She gathered her legs under her and stood, relieving some of the taunt pain in her arms.
A man stood at an altar, a gleaming blade in his hands. He held it up to the sky, chanting in a language not familiar to her. He wore a black robe which billowed around him like an angry cloud, and beneath that he wore trousers. No shirt and no shoes. His chest was painted with hundreds of runes weaving in circles.
Tenara turned her eyes dizzily up to her hands and wrists, and found the bind there, stubborn as always. They had taken her clothes but they couldn't take that. She thumbed at it, trying to remember the incantation to unlatch it. It had been so long since it was placed on her, she wasn't sure she knew how to get it off or what would happen if she did. It was designed to come off if she needed her powers, if her life was in danger, but she was too foggy to garner the right amount of fear to trigger the latch.
Red lightning danced across the sky, followed by a harsh clap of thunder hard enough to shake the earth. Her gaze turned back to the sorcerer, to his gleaming, sharp weapon. His chanting grew impassioned, and he turned towards her, grasping the hilt of the blade. He approached, and she pressed herself into the stone, finally finding the ability to be afraid.
"If you harm me, there will be no place far enough for you to hide."
He smiled, lifting the blade with both his hands, and then brought it down.
Two things happened.
First, Tenara felt the sharp, terrible pain of being impaled on steel. It wrenched a sharp, watery gasp from her. Second, the bind around her wrist sensed it too, but before it could break free and release her, the magic in her swelled. Fear compounded by pain grew, stretching against the bind that held it in place, until the metal cracked and split open.
Tenara felt blood running freely from her chest, over her belly and down her legs, pooling on the carved symbols at her feet. As they began to glow, so did the blade. In that instant, the wind died, the lightning ceased, and the thunder silenced. There was a second for her killer to rejoice, to think he had succeeded in what he sought to do, and then red light glowed in Tenara's eyes and the world came apart in a concussive blast. Her attacker was thrown back into the opposing pillar, his head cracking against the stone hard enough to leave a splattering of blood—leaving the blade lodged in her chest.
The stone dias beneath them shattered. The pillars surrounding them cracked and shifted and clattered to the ground. The chains binding her to the sacrificial place melted against the blue fire spiraling around her hands. Tenara tried to pull the power back in as it spread, flattening the black pines around them, but it swelled and grew and fought her. She grabbed the blade in her chest and pulled. It would kill her, but she was dead already, and better to die before her power killed a village of innocent people—wherever this was they had brought her to.
Blood flowed hot and free when the blade was out. Tenara placed a hand over the wound, trying to hold it closed, but it spilled down her back too. As the painful, cold drag of death drew over her, she had the faintest sensation of the wound closing. Odd, since she did not inherit the healing gifts of her mother, and while she could heal faster than most humans, she could not outpace her own mortality. The wounds in her chest and back closed, leaving two pearlescent white scars, one on her spine and one between her breasts.
Tenara collapsed dizzily into the stone, the glow in her red eyes fading as exhaustion wore her magic down.